Hollow complaints

When I feel at worse, I can always feel better
I cry about fast food, when countries are starving their poor
when I cry about bills and rent, living in a house and not a tent
Bitching about the things I do, Im reminded how clean my water is
how clean my streets and yards are with bright green grass, life challenging everywhere;
I cannot continue to blindly walk forward, I must be free and live as such
because things can always be greener on the other side.

Quicksand

I stare in the mirror for hours
wondering who I might have been.
Reflections of something familiar,
distant visions, I'm sure are real.
If this stress don't kill me
I know this harsh cold air will,
electrifying everything I touch
sometimes the mistakes are just too much.
Nothing seems right to me,
this weight of reality is too much for me.
I see in the distance
an unmistakable image
of something I wanted to be
and someone I wanted to see.
I am again
at an end,
making me mad
makes me sad.

THE

THE BULL
THE ANGER
THE BITCH
THE SCORE
I LOVE TO LIVE
I LIVE NO MORE
THE DUMB
THE MESS
THE BRAVE
THE LOST
I GAVE IT AWAY
I GAVE IT ALL
THE TIME
THE LUST
THE GUN
THE RUST
I SHOT THE BULLET
I SHOT THE MOON
THE GUTS
THE CRAMPS
THE BLOODS
THE HEADACHES
I WISH I WERE DONE
I WISH I WERE SOMEONE

Dancing birds

Small clowns with small frowns
Innocent children with devilish laughter
I remember nothing if nothing at all
I can see something if something is gone

The minds of the guilty will never change
Challenging the integrity of time to come
Dance like birds lost in the winds
Eat the grapes pulled from the vines

Studipity is the force that never fails
Pushing me forward into the end
Allowing the rest of us to begin
Showing me the depths from within

Freezing from frost
Dead again
Living a lie
Cry again
Injuring the chance
Hurt again

Lust

The devil poses as sweet roses on a twisted vine,
I'm paralyzed by the beauty and temptation,
knowing what I admire and my every dirty desire,
It must be fun to flaunt something I won't have,
What might be the motive behind the devilish thoughts?
Why torture the dead with such a forbidden life?
I can't live with this animal anymore,
I don't see the joy in this uninhabitable sorrow,
Stop with the unimagined dreams!
Stop with those false revelations of lies!
Leave me here to dwell on tomorrow without this
So I can live these days with my eye wide open
and my mind free from the likes of confusion.

Mind VS Mind

An eye for an eye,
an ear just to hear,
a finger to point,
a tip to break,
a heart to give
you give to take,
it's a simple mistake
we all can make...

My mind is trying to kill me
My mind is out to get me.
Take this drink
Make everything fine.
Everything is fine
Everything is mine
Everyone is fine.

If im gone
sing a song,
If it rains
celebrate,
shed no tears,
live no fear,
demonstrate,
appreciate,
not for long
it's all gone,
If it's you
it's not me
it's the anger
can't you see...

Down

Some days the clouds sprinkle,
some days the stars twinkle,
beyond a horizon of tears
lay blankets of fear,

Mother drowns in tears
you should be proud,
Mother drowns in fears
do what you do,
and not be sorry,

Everyday the sun is shining,
Everynight the moon is hiding,
Everyday I awake crying,
Everynight I sleep dying.

Slow Death

In the time I've know you
the minutes we were to live
my hour glass is done
with no more time to give,

No one to turn to
No one will understand
So much pain turn to hate
It's hard to comprehend,

In the days I followed you
still looking back
I see not in color
but in black and white.

Psychotic Rabbit

One day of mine or two
came into sight a fuzzy new
staring through me was a rabbit
across the way he was
and so he came to me
in a raging run,

Intro into the psychotic mind
of the rabbit less than kind
and more anger than friendly
to catch some flesh on the behind,

Ouch that hurts my fuzzy not so friend!
Why did you bite me?
and why are you not sad?
For you have pained me
and now I cry,

The rabbit caught something in his eye
maybe it was heart
maybe it was something from the sky
might be noticed through the glasses
of the open one's eye.

Won't you forgive me my friend?
Can you not see my misery?
I see I have harmed you
and sprained you
so won't you forgive me?

I forgive and never forget
to say one thing you will never regret
to pose salvation in the eye's of reason,

Now we go off together
and live our crazy lives
in hopes of friends as
once former friends
today with friends
and among friends we are,

This is my story
of the psychotic rabbit
my friend,
the end.

Jesus man

Jesus was a man
Jesus was a man
they did not understand
he was just a man,

Jesus was a man
Jesus helped in hand
he was thought to sin
so they crucified him,

Jesus was a man
Jesus lived the land
he never jostled the sand
and only after his death
did they notice him.

The land of man

Man hunts the land
man sees the deer
man takes what is given
then the tools talk of tales,
the mission to not fail
the incentive not to fall
then man finds gods
then man can save us all
with one swipe of broken words
to nail us all,
man trips on ego testicles full of lies
claiming all land for show,
man has conquered every corner
man has a mission to destroy
man has wealth to employ
serve him well
man likes his drugs
man likes his toys
his dislike for equality is self driven
as one man claims truth
and another man knows
the brutality of the universe
is set in stone,
kill or be killed,
in the land of man,
man is the only unknown.

13

She says the jobs on hold
gonna have to wait
for more pictures on the wall,

She says they were bad
gonna have to move on
people can turn crazy man,

She says she study's hard
gonna learn herself something
take a class to paint the heavens
save us all from hell,

She says she's lookin' hard
gonna figure it all out
get back to me someday
and when she gets it figured out
she'll call.

Acid queen

Sitting at the thrown

right hand side of man

she fell from the sky

then offered to get me high,

the cross hairs aligned

cupids shot paid off,

Acid Queen was her name

and ten bucks was her game.

Thunderstorms

The rain is as gentle as a woman's touch

and the breeze puts everyone at ease

with the lightening as bright as a firefly

and the thunder demanding, ATTENTION PLEASE!

The storm moves with the threat of uncertainty

and all is known is the wild sky that flew by.

Seeing in between

In the fields it is quiet

in large at most

from the unity between us,

In the forest it is loud

in part by life

pushing matter all around us,

It was once said,

to listen is to hear

to look is to see

judge not,

and just let it be.

Manifest you

Either in this world or the next
I will find your happiness,
manifest those thoughts
man I'll do the rest,
Whether it's the last word
yesterday or before
I will find you,
manifest myself
manifest you
manifest thoughts
I will manifest you.

Preaching

When the universe speaks, I listen
where it points, I blankly observe
following motion where ever it deserves,

The mind as an organ is a beautiful thing to ignore
it's lack of silence mostly unknown before us all,
once it becomes thought it is lost
returning back to a loud confusion with silly complex,

And so this I say,
sell the ego and stubborn ways
and give silence a chance,
through the looking glass we see ourselves
through the mind we tell ourselves,
label not a thing and allow all to be
control nothing and live in peace and harmony.

Ramblings in the mirror

Ascending with the trails of the youth

spell it out for me as I do-

do nothing but sit and stare

and you know who you are

and I know what you do

see right through the cloth

and the slimy shadow too,

so the ants they smell and kiss and tell

finding innocence in cleaning up our spew

not needing anything from me or you

or your beliefs or your deceits too,

spin me around Im sick with disease

mosquito's sucking poison from over-thinkers

and sharing dirty needles of greed,

red is the color of excited wounds

like a bee shrouding the harvest moon

and to nothing my avail

and nothing when Im home

and nothing to help out

my selfishness is no doubt

lingering on and on and on

because its not there and it should be,

broken expectations of what needs to be,

this just can't be, somebody wake me,

and this god is a must, and this god has trust

in our ability to sway perfection,

to build a machine that hates you would be embarrassing

blame something valuable and report it,

find something valuable and extort it,

this is the way, this is the way,

this is the way its been and should be,

to stop progress, to slow down,

keep it simple, keep it light, keep it dark at night,

get some sleep, let it be and move on to lesser things-

at ease soldier, at ease and just be.

Spitting skips

In times we believe

the times we see,

my time is becoming narrow

on a slab falling shallow,

a demon waits in sorrow

demanding the unknown 

unleashing the newborn

as it spreads and mutates,

I can't describe it's nature

or where it even comes from

but it flows as the damn clears

and all nature seems beautiful

all things common and familiar

the "no" is aware and stubborn at best

clinching onto the repetitive past like a pest,

missing the moment,

wondering at best,

just who will last,

and who will play best with rules.

Sweet killer

Sweet killer, killin' me

Sweet killer, next to me

Sweet killer, set me free

Sweet killer, after me

You know she's too damn hot

and she's gonna kill

She's sitting here next to me

gun ready to flash

You know she's too damn hot 

and she's gonna kill

Soul crusher

Souls saved and

souls killed and

souls won't pay the bills, no

Minds save and 

minds kill and

and minds won't let you sit still, no

Cause Im your memories

and Im your casualties

and I'll peel you from your skin

straight down to your knee's

Everyone wants to be saved,

All alone and I don't see

what this has to do with me

and I know the hell Im fighting for

Because I don't think you know

and I don't think you care

just pull the trigger baby

until I loose all my hair