Medecine Bag

The aroma lingers,
drifting my way,
a smell sniffels,
bringing up attention,
memory cells awake,
shifting the urge,
bothering you again,
sending a message,
remembering you again,
not saying anything really,
so I hit 'send',
because you inspired him.

My question to you

I can feel the wants and will
all at will with womens wishes
I can feel the pull of desire
and all the things associated
I can feel the push of exposure
and all things exploding

I want to feel
like a human being
I want to be at ease
with mistakes I make
I want to be free
with every moment unseen
with every person obscene
with every girl I like
to be normal as me
to be able to love herself
because if you can't
then how can you love me?

Hollow complaints

When I feel at worse, I can always feel better
I cry about fast food, when countries are starving their poor
when I cry about bills and rent, living in a house and not a tent
Bitching about the things I do, Im reminded how clean my water is
how clean my streets and yards are with bright green grass, life challenging everywhere;
I cannot continue to blindly walk forward, I must be free and live as such
because things can always be greener on the other side.

Quicksand

I stare in the mirror for hours
wondering who I might have been.
Reflections of something familiar,
distant visions, I'm sure are real.
If this stress don't kill me
I know this harsh cold air will,
electrifying everything I touch
sometimes the mistakes are just too much.
Nothing seems right to me,
this weight of reality is too much for me.
I see in the distance
an unmistakable image
of something I wanted to be
and someone I wanted to see.
I am again
at an end,
making me mad
makes me sad.

THE

THE BULL
THE ANGER
THE BITCH
THE SCORE
I LOVE TO LIVE
I LIVE NO MORE
THE DUMB
THE MESS
THE BRAVE
THE LOST
I GAVE IT AWAY
I GAVE IT ALL
THE TIME
THE LUST
THE GUN
THE RUST
I SHOT THE BULLET
I SHOT THE MOON
THE GUTS
THE CRAMPS
THE BLOODS
THE HEADACHES
I WISH I WERE DONE
I WISH I WERE SOMEONE

Dancing birds

Small clowns with small frowns
Innocent children with devilish laughter
I remember nothing if nothing at all
I can see something if something is gone

The minds of the guilty will never change
Challenging the integrity of time to come
Dance like birds lost in the winds
Eat the grapes pulled from the vines

Studipity is the force that never fails
Pushing me forward into the end
Allowing the rest of us to begin
Showing me the depths from within

Freezing from frost
Dead again
Living a lie
Cry again
Injuring the chance
Hurt again

Lust

The devil poses as sweet roses on a twisted vine,
I'm paralyzed by the beauty and temptation,
knowing what I admire and my every dirty desire,
It must be fun to flaunt something I won't have,
What might be the motive behind the devilish thoughts?
Why torture the dead with such a forbidden life?
I can't live with this animal anymore,
I don't see the joy in this uninhabitable sorrow,
Stop with the unimagined dreams!
Stop with those false revelations of lies!
Leave me here to dwell on tomorrow without this
So I can live these days with my eye wide open
and my mind free from the likes of confusion.